finished!

longtime no post, i miss u so badly. ok.
well as u know that i've been stuck in 2 persons, but suddenly....i didnt know why, i couldnt like him anymore, that's because............nonono. although in the past, i always waited impatiently, just for u boy. but after i conscioused that its too hurted to do, now ENOUGH all of your things, im sure that im already move on after a long time for u, right? sucks.

and....i feel that i like...........the 2nd person, who i regretted when the fireworks time already to stared, ok new year even. i miss, i love, i like that time. i could like, but love?i couldnt do it completely, because i didnt want this feel came, but now i didnt want to deceived my self secretly.

how about relationship? thats the most fuckin' difficult thing to do, isnt? okkk, especially w/ u......its impossible. now i've finished all of my lovelife when im in junior high school, gbye

confused to write something

before of all, i just wanna say for the first "happy ied mubarak 1431 H", im sorry for all of my mistakes. and this time........all of moeslim peoples enthusiastically pray until ate some food of lebaran, for example: opor ayam, rendang, ketupat, and many more. of course i also did this activities, and it feel funny to do, right? everybody feel the same, im sure. but.........i didnt know a story material to combine in this page, so....enough.
bytheway.....not only that, but also when ramadhan has ended, syawal came & it made me back to did a fasting for 1 weeks. okay, wish me luck and can do it until the end. ok see'y bubuy

a song to remember

well. yesterday, when i turn the iPod, i was choose a song, well this's just an ordinary song, but........guess what? when that song was end, it turn the second song, which made me to remember about someone, who i lost him and until now i hadn't him anymore, isnt hurted? of course :'( and maybe........no one knew who he is. although i'm sure that in a fact they know who he is. umm....its too lazy for me to describe about this guy. I miss the moment when you greet me in the night or can called morning or....whatever. at the first time, i thought u're a crazy boy, but after I knew, no......you're a good boy, or kind, or.....like that.
how about the ex-? enough i dont wanna remember all the things about him. and now one of my friend um..........you'll know.

ok bye, see'y